My brain feels a little fried right now. I went to bed at around 6 AM for no reason, and got up about 5 hours later. I don't feel quite as exhausted as I feel eerie. There's something offsetting in itself about having an unnatural period of sleep, and then going about the next day somewhat normally. Kev's house was fun. Now I feel motivated to steal more music, and to finally get my license. I should really take the opportunity to drive more, just for the sake of driving. I feel overcautious in my dad's sporty Acura, and I absolutely can't stand my mother's old Toyota. The near-functionless brakes, the air conditioning spewing smoke and greasy foam from the vents, the god awful steering, whatever the hell sound the engine is making now... Her car has so many things wrong with it, that nothing more than a slight breeze could tip the fragile balance of its sickly equilibrium, hurling us (the unlucky passengers) into oblivion. When I actually do get to the DMV, I will likely have to take the driving test there, which is further discouraging. I will likely turn the experience into a nervous hassle, and I'm pessimistic about the time it will take to get out. So, the next step: when I have my license. I don't and won't have the money for a car. My family has no car for me to use that is not needed already. What need is there for a license when there are no cars to drive? What motivation is there? So then, why should I care so much? Why should I rush? What the hell would I do? Right now I'm more deterred by the bullshit of the DMV than the motivation for the useless item I would receive for the work.
The day is winding down, and I think after ranting I'm starting to feel the effects of sleep deprivation creeping on. Oh, and don't forget: college, college, college, college, college, buttsex fucking shit piss ass whore damn crap hell bitch dick, college.
STEP ONE: COMPETE WITH EVERYONE ELSE ON THE PLANET.
STEP TWO: CRITICIZE LIFE.
STEP THREE: PLACE SELF ESTEEM IN BUCKET TO YOUR LEFT.
STEP FOUR: PROFIT.
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